How would that happen?
I played the computer game Myst when it first came out. After many days of puzzle solving I got "stuck" and could not progress until I "escaped" from an underground mine. I attempted escaping for hours and then I quit the game entirely. Online discussion boards were available to explain every aspect of the game, however, I considered that would be cheating myself.
Playing thru the 25th Anniversary edition of the game (with a commensurate number of "games" stored in my memories after a quarter-century) I found myself easily escaping the mine. And wondering to myself: 'How did I not realize (back when I got stuck in the 1990s) how to pay attention to everything happening to my avatar in that mine?'
The game did not get easier. I had become more proficient at puzzle solving. On my own. Without cheating myself.
CJ the X (in his video titled: 6 shapes of god) is so much better at communicating what his brain has experienced, than .
When you listen to his feature-length lecture the first time, you might not be able to understand everything in context (or in metaphor). But, on second watch, (eyes closed) you may become aware that not every philosopher worth your attention is a professor employed in academia. There are highly capable people available to guide you toward how to better measure your progress in this game; how to not want to cheat yourself; and how to escape the mind, or mine.